Thursday, August 31, 2006

meant to be

hmm.
if things are meant to be
it will happen right
if it aint
then just forget it yawl

anyhoos,
goin to school today
was a total bore
and a waste of my time
i was there for like less than ttwenty minutes
and we were dismissed
bloody hell.
waste ma dough
dang
stupid teacher's day celebration.
which none of my class peeps attend
neither did we attend classes.
HAH

oh wells.
off ta chill as usual with the usuals.
haha!
great bunch really
fun fun FUN
hmm, then where did i go after tht.?
oh yes,
met mae and alls.
chilled
but again
HAHAH!

oh man.
cant believe it.
its all gone la.
all eighty of it.
and now im left with none of it.
HAH.
worth it???

happy birthday.![get the drift]

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have you ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever

hmm hmm..
so i got chased outta class today
heh
my bad
no biggy
they dint do anything anyways.
heh
had the usual
and of to town..for
CHEESECAKE
hah.
with kecik.
then met up with mae,kaevis and jes.
haha!
such great company.
its good.
heh

hmmm.
mom was bein unreasonable
got knows whats her problem
but its ok
i'll just ignore it
hah
as usual.


it's teachers' day
i wanna go back school but apparently i cant
cause i've got school
but then again,
am i really really attendin a full day of school??
hah!
nobody seems is.
so lets just see.

okay,\i have nothing to say anymore
bye world


im inlove
what is one to do when one is inlove
show and confess our feeling to thee beloved

or keep my mouth shut
denying whats in the heart
though it hurts like a dart

so what if i were to declare
just for the sake of clearing the air
wld i take this as a dare
just too see how long id last in despair

im in love
im in love alrights
one thing im sure of in life
but its with the wrong being
getting involve with all sort of things
dont know if id be whole or break
for im inlove with the one,
who causes me heartaches.

//its amazing how that one person that brightens ur day
put you down at the same timee//

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

For you i will

Fight the feeling
Leave it alone
Cause if it ain't love it just ain't enough
To leave a happy home
Let's keep it friendly
You have to play fair
See, I don't care
But I know she ain't gon' wanna share


Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
But I'm goin' to pack my things and go


OH MAN OH MAN
alli wannt wish for tonight is..
never again to re-live these past two days.
its too exhaustin just thinkin bout it.
hmm.
mayb i'll just stay a step back
and lay low.
thats how it goes anyways.

i swear gotta b having deja vu.

this is bad.!
aahh..
am i or am i not prepared.
its comin real soon alrights
and i have no idea how ta handle it.
dang.!

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

wenta esplanade today.
got the ohsolate project done.
chilled.
died.


hmmm.
damn,
today's so freaking exhausting la.
oh fish.
anyways,
hear me whine.

suddenly, this part of a song just suits me ohsowell now.
"when it comes to me dont even notice me."
it sucjs when this happens
but i guess its just natural
cause it happens all the time

my every move is done with caution.
my every step causes an impact.
my every word thats been said means something.
i hate it when it feels this way.
oh wells.

sighs. it sucks feeling this way, really.
especially when i know.
its totally outta my way.
and there's so many others that are in the same boat as me.
but somehow.. it feels like
at the end if the race, they'll get something from you.
but as for me, i'll just sink with the boat..

i wont say ve given my everything
cause i dint
i wont say i love you endlessly
cause im forcing myself not to
but just to let you know its all good
i'll just do what i gotta..

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

where are you.

towned on fridays n saturdays
as usual.
AWESOME's the word
with such superduper great company
it takes my mind of things
aint that good.?
heh.
it seems so long
when it has only been a while
this was meant to be easy
then why do i feel this way.?
(nickie)

frustration.its killing me slow.

hhmm.NICKIE
whered you go.?
i miss you so.
seems like its been forever
since you've been gone.
oh man,i feel bad inside
i feel lost without you.
my entertainment
my buddy
your gone.
its been like ages since i last saw you.
and i hardly keep in contact with you either
've become such a significant part of my life
that i cant live without you
whats takin you so long.?
from that day,
till the next time i see you,
(which i dunno when)
it's like so so so far away.
come back quick
im beggin you.

Nickie,come back soon.
i miss you. )):
[if you see me walkin by,
and the tears are i my eyes
look away,baby look away.]

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

suckerr.

well hello world.!
fuck it.
im damn tired BUT pcd's hot hurr.
wow.! 2in1.
lovely.
just what i need at this moment of time.
HEH.
they do wonders ima tellin yawl.
HAHAHA.
anyhoos.
chinnychinchin just screwed me upside down.
if i dont get my ass ta school,im get kicked out.
dang.
but walau its not lke i dint come fer like a whole effin month la.
its like only five days la.
and there are peeps who are worse than me la.
bloody hell.
small my day only la.
damn it.
ugh.
anyways, movin on.
this weeks's been pretty fucked up.
've got ppl askin me shits i despise answering.
what, do i loook that sort.
IM NOT.
get the point.?
yeah truth bites.
so.?
sue me.
i dont care.
im sick n tired n keepin up with other ppl
being the person you want me to be.
leave me alone
and i promise id do the same to you.
cause right now at this moment,
the thought of you makes me sick.
leave me alone.
IM BEGGIN YOU.

Some day, when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight
You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft
There is nothing for me but to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never ever change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight


gotta change my ways.
hate where im at right now.
nothing seems ta cheer me up.
and nothing could ever out a smile on my face anymore.

OH fUCK THE EMO_NESS in me.
Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on
Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

//just for you i'll wait forever
how silly it seems//

it sucks that after all this while,
things a better off left alone.

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

uhhmm.

alrights now.
its been one really really busy week ima tell yawl.
okok
lets see if i cant remember.
heh

school as usual on monday..
nationalday celebration in school on tuesday..
quite alright la..
there were like..
belly dancers
cheerlleadin
dance
and blablabla.
HAH
OH OH>>!
i went for fireworks.!
wah, gorgeous la.
plus the great company.
hmm...splendid.
must say it was a pretty good day that tuesday.
life's good when u dont expect.
haha!

ANYWAY..
NDP at kallang with MAE on friday
I swear we're like the only two ppl who were so hyper la.
scream and shout all.
hahah!!
fun.pure fun
heh.
mae wld agree wldnt you.?


supposedly school on thurs.
but we all know other wise.
hahah
oops.!
oh nvm.
i wont bother explaining.
hahaha!
met bev and all.
at cine.
the usual.
heh.

FRIDAY!
hmm...pretty ayte.
aint that big ofa deal.
MEET UPS MEET UPS.
hahaha!

saturday
towned.
went for some stupid dinner
which mmade my tummy bloat like noone business
dont even get me started bout saturday mann.

SUNDAY!!
yay!
its supppose ta b rest day.
BUT im rushing thru a prject which was like dued last friday.
DANG!
im screwed.
actually im not.
hhah! dunno already la.
hahahah!!
alright alright..
off ta do more work..

hopin next week wd b a better week.

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uhhmm.

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uhhmm.

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

oh wells.
this week is a much better week
actually cant say just yet
it has only been one day
HAH

anyhooss.
something unexpected happen today
like wth la.
ugh
whatever

anyways,
schoool as usual.
sat for a paper.
omg..
im sucha doofus
did the most stupidest mistake ever
damn careless la now.
bloody hell..
hope it wont cause me much
)):
hmm, i swear school nvr cld have been better
the on e and only place i look forward ta
its so time consuming.
IM LOVIN IT THERE.
and the company.?
whow. PERFECT.
8D

i neer did realise this
but im realy thankful for things
i mean, i dont say this often la but yeah..
oh shuddup now.
HAHAHA.

anyways,
tmr's like nationaldaycelebration
ima be fannin satay yawl.
swear its gonna b extra yummy.
HAHAAH
i shd b sleepin by now really.
hhaha!
oh well.
dunno dont care..


You whisper in my ear
But are your words sincere
Cause pretty words can cut just like a knife
You see I'm nobody's fool
I play by my own rules
So please think twice before you step into my life

And I can’t hide the tears
Cause even though you’re here
Feels like you’re a million miles away

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

sunday night

hmmm.
time passes by reallly fast when ur having fun
ve got so much to do
in such lil time
so much datelins ta meet
so much standards ta reach

everythin seems out of reach
will i make it..?
make it thru it all..

ps:i take back what i said in my previous entry.

anyways,
im gettin really exhausted.
just a moment ago i felt so much
but as we speak,
parts of it starts to stray.
damn.
why.?
it scary to think of what could have been
or whether its comin to an end

ihope it comes to an end
then i can cut that string that draggin me
too haevy for far to long.

oh wells.
lets all hope next week's a better week..
so many free days.
im sure i'll fill my time..

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

i'll love you no matter what.

wow, this week is sucha hactic week.
i seem ta be filled with so much everyday.
it seems like there's no rest.

oh wells.
im way too exhausted ta blog it please.
hopin tmr would b a better day.
surprised.

warmness of the soul-.

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

another night

hey all,
wow! this week's really exhausting.
im not even half way thru it.
damns.
why?

've been so caught up
that i dont have time ta do anything else
everything's goin so fast and
it stops for nothing.
gettin up early
spendin train time of at least 1 1/2 hours
gettin to school
and bla bla bla..
and how i realise im laggin
and that exams are comin

it sucks really.
dams.
and now i cant even get some sleep.
ugh.
fuck sleepless nights.

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